Maybe I'm fucking crazy.
Maye I'm just fucking stupid.
But the spark is fading between Lad and I. Every day I realize that our hobbies and interests are getting more and more disparate. I hesitated a goddamn month to tell him that I started playing WoW. An online game. Because I thought he'd disapprove.
The trust is fading with the spark.
We had sex twice in 2009.
He says it's not me. Well, what else could it be? Twice in a year is more than just low libido. He wasn't ALWAYS stressed, I'm pretty sure.
I can't have sex once or twice a year. I go crazy without it.
Something's missing and I don't know how to fix it.